国庆前...

没错！！！ 国庆都在家呆着。
听着“如果我变成回忆”这首歌，嘀嗒嘀嗒的纪录着现在的心情。
肚子超饱，电话饭店真的很棒！！！


今天翻旧爱，看命中注定我爱你。
真的衷心觉得爱是一样很可怕的东西！
来的静悄悄，静的你察觉不到它，刹那间也感觉不到它。但是它却可以在不知不觉中改变你...改变你的习惯，你的喜好，你的感觉，你的想法，你的一切一切。如果你觉得它只不过只是一种感觉而已，那你就大错特错了哦~因为当它没经你同意离开时，你的心会像撕裂般的痛...不知所措，不知所措着所有的习惯，所有的改变，所有的理所当然，所有的所有。

当然~两个人在一起需要两个人点头同意。但是分开只不过需要一个人点头同意就搞定了。这就是世界的定律...认不认同~开不开心~都必须遵守着游戏的规则。漫长的时间也许会从悲伤中走出来，也许还是放不下。有人说，我和她是不可能有结果的。也许我不懂... 可是如果她是重要的，可能未来会有很多的也许吧~。如果她知道自己被爱着那么久，事情应该会有不同的故事了吧！

不知有人会认同“妈妈只有一个，老婆可以有很多个。”这句话吗？
嗯....也许有一天有人跟你说这番话，会有所误解吧。误解着，哇！那么大方？！ 我可以外遇咯....
错！错！错！或许...可以这样说“家人只有一个，爱人可以有很多选择。”明白吗？
不过，不是每个人把家人摆第一。我理解！不是每个人都那么幸运，可以与你生命中最重要的他/她顶着一头银白头发坐在懒椅上看着晚霞。也许，只能回忆以前....曾经......也是幸福的。




----[ 31/08/09 1231 ]----

Chatz Room

This Place Was So... Nice~~ And Soo.... Got Feel♥
Plan To Pass My Birthday Eve Here..... If Din Had A Better Place^^

You Can Leave Some Message On The Note Paper Then Clip Here.....
Had Many Funny Note There !!!

What A Boring Sunday...
They Went To Enjoy At All..... I Hate I Know This News With Mr.Chai In The Same Time !!!!
Arghhhhh.........

As I Know Kelvin Was Serious In Sick Recently.... REALLY SERIOUS I Know..... But As I Told You All Before..... Is Not Good For SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!! Act He Said Not Because Of Smoking.... But I Think Ada Kaitan Tu.... Hmm~~~ But Rest More La Ya^^




---- 30/08/09 0138 ]----

School

Finally I School Today.... Makeup By Tyng~~~
Wao... Wao...... I Am Charming Today I Think.... Ahahahahahahahaha !!!!
And Finally I Can Get My Exam On Next Tuesday~ Great !!!!


Now... I Am Just Finish My Bath At Hotel... Waiting For Dinner~~ 10pm !!!
OMG !!!! I Am Damn Hungry Now..... Alone In Hotel Again... Gonna Crazy Soon I Think !!
Hope The Restaurant We Go Later Will Delicious.... If Not~ Will Break My Heart >"<




----[ 28/08/09 0809]----

Thursday

Now I Realize What Mean "We Cant Know What Will Happen In The Next Second"...
Yes~~ You Know Why ?? Bacause Of The Time Was Late So We Change To Greenbox !!! Ahahahahahaha...... I SingK Today !!!! Wuhuu~~....



"All About Loving You" Watch This Mv !!! So So Sweet♥
And Tank New Song "如果我变成回忆" So So Sweet Too But It Was Bad Ending.... Go And Get It !!!


So Jealous Twing Shopping Without Thinking Today... Because Of She Must Buy.... She Need To Buy.... Bag~ Slipper~ Bla~.. Bla~.... Bla~....... Hope All Of Them You Can Use It In Uk^^
I Think The Feel Was So Happy !!!


So Suddenly I Feel Wanna Buy A Adidas Original Jacket~~ And Recently I Love Burberry Badly.... Hehe.... Mayb All Of This Just Fly Over My Mind Only !!! Hmm.... Really Mayb~~~ If Not... Really Omg !!! Too Scary !!!!!



----[ 27/08/09 1136 ]----

I Am Sad

YES !!!!
I Am So Damn Sad !!!!!!!

I Wait For 3Months And Delay More 3weeks I think.....
I Still Cant Go In GREENBOX !!!! So Scary !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NoOne Free To Accompany Me And Also The Time Cant Match !!!!!
GOSHHHH~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its Mean I No Fate Wit Greenbox Near This Few Months.
I Want SingK !!!!! Arghhhhh......................

----[ 27/08/09 1234 ]----

Back

Finally I Back From Singapore~~.... I Am Tired Guys..... Just Finish My Bath Here And Start To Share My Whole Day Feeling^^

1st... Finally Our b-12-2 Member Update Her Feeling To Us... Its Great And Thanks For Caring... I Know Not All In My Control So I Din Said Out A Word To Stop Them... Nothing Can Do So !!! So Funny You Said About My Shoutout.... " I Need An Angel By My Side" ! I Think This Was All Of People Need It !!! Wakakaka~~~


2rd... My Mood Was Damn Down Last Night... After I Look Back Our Old Pictures !!! Dunno Why~~ Feel Mood Down And Long Time Din Smile From Heart... So Suddenly I Know !!! Actually I Oso Duno What Happen With Me... So Weird~~ >.< I Think I Need Meet A Doctor With Ah Wah Soon... Hahahaha~~


3rd... I Wakeup Early In This Morning... Really Early !!! After I Ate My Breakfast In OldTown KLIA Then Flight To Singapore.... For Sure I Waste All My Breakfast When I Arrived Singapore Airport Coz I Vomit Out All Of Them - Asam Laksa !!! Oik~~~ So Suck The Feel... I Hate It !!!! And Singapore Shopping Was NOT Fair To Malaysian.... I Damn ♥Love♥ The 2 Hair Band... But One Of Them Need RM140++ And The Other Need RM100++ !!! OMG~~~~~.....................


4rd... I Really Love My Tsubaki Set For Hair Shampoo , Hair Conditional And Hair Treatmemt !!! Its Damn Great !!!! Dono How To Describe It To You All~~ I Love♥ I Love♥ I Love♥


5rd... My Birthday Soon !!! 27Oct !!!!! Smiling Sharp* Get It ?????????? Hope So...




----[ 26/08/09 1124 ]----

Capital

The Sky Capture From This Morning.... I Am Damn Boring In Hotel..... >"<>"<


Guys~... You Can Turn Your Mouth And Eyes Back To Normal~~ I Can Imagine That !!! Actually Still Had Some... But I Lazy To Upload... Hmm~~ Those Picture Are Sooo.... Nice And Sexy At All !!! I Love 隋棠♥ Izzit ??? Please Look The Picture With Your Angel Mind And Not With Your Devil Mind !!! Get It ??




----[ 26/08/09 0157 ]----

I Was Here...

Yes !!! I Was Here.... Capital Hotel~~ Accompany My Aunty Who Sleep And Live Alone Here...
Their Was Came With Me... My New Recycle Bag And My Laptop !!! I Need Them Much... For Sure Ah B And Xiao J With Me So.... Hehe~~


So Surprise This Room Has Wireless So That I Can Write My Blog Here... Great !!!
And I Gotto Sleep Now... Damn Sleepy And Damn Hungry Now !!! >.<"""




----[ 26/08/09 0155]----

OrPHAN

"I Never Hug You But I Can Feel You
You Never Talk But I Can Heard You
I Never Know You But I Love You Much"


Can You Feel How Much The Mother Loves Her Baby ???


This Was A Sentence [ Something Like That ] From The Movie Name Orphan That I Just Finish Watch It.... Winks*
This Was A GREAT Movie That You Must Watch It And Cant Pass It !!! For Sure !!!!!
Before I Went To Watch It... I Just Know The Movie Director As Same With The Movie Name "House Of Wax".... JAUME COLLET-SERRA !!!


I Think You Can Imagine How Great This Movie Had... If You Didn't Miss "House Of Wax"... You Can Feel How Strong A Mother Had... When~~........
Just Go Watch It !!!! Hehe~~




----[ 25/08/09 1115]----

I L♥ve~~

I L♥ve~~ My Yong's Family !!!




I L♥ve~~ Nails Art !!! Yeah... I Just Change Those This Afternoon^^




I L♥ve~~ My Dearest Ah B & Xiao J !!!




I L♥ve~~ My Belly Pierce !!!




I L♥ve~~ My Docomo Handphone & The LV Bag Gift By My Mummy !!!




I L♥ve~~ Sky !!!




I L♥ve~~ Ballet !!!




I L♥ve~~ My Superstar Who Name JJ Lin & 水嶋ヒロ !!!




I L♥ve~~ My Superstar Who Name Charmaine Sheh & 浜崎あゆみ　!!!




I L♥ve~~ The Japanese Model Who Name 星野かな　!!!


I L♥ve~~ All My Friends !!! Because Of Too Many Peoples & Some Of Them I Din Had Picture.... So~ So~ Forgive Me Din Upload At All. Its Ok... If You Are My Friends... You Will Live In My Heart♥ Wao~ Wao~ Hope You Are The Lucky One... Wakakakaka !!!


Plus I Had L♥ve~~ Too Many Things Actually... Hahaha...!!




----[ 25/08/09 1219 ]----

UP

Finally I Out Movie Today....
Act The Time So Rush~~~ I Share My Lunch With Tyng♥
Its So.... Delicious !!!




"UP"
I Feel The Uncle Loves His Wife Sooo... Much !!! That Good !!!
What He Do All Because Of Her....


When Home We Get A Happening Call...
Will Not Home Tonight~~ Wao !! Wao !!
Sounds Like Really Happening^^


Ok !!! I Need Rush My Time Ordi....
Still Need Packing Some Clothes....
See Ya !!! ♥Have A Nice Weekend♥




----[ 21/08/09 0627 ]----

Ladies Night

Today Was Ladies Night !!! Thursday~~
Act I Deal Went To Because Heart Pain Of Moon Sad Face Although My Wallet Was Poor.
But Why We At Home Now... ??
There Was A Story Behind The Picture.....Winks~


I Am Sitting In Front Of My Dearest Laptop And Click Here And There... Typing This And That......Walk Here And There... Hope To Drink A Hot Milo But Lazy To Boil The Water... I Am Lazy I Know !!!
Wah Is Eating Ayam Brand's Baked Beans With Tomato Sause And Chat With Her Friend Who Study At Uk Now...
Moon Is Watching A No Point Funny English Drama In Front Of Her Laptop And Keep Laughing There....
Twing Is Waiting Moon Finish Her Drama I Think And Sit In Front Of Xia Laptop Click Click And Smiling...Walk Here And There And Last She Join Moon Drama And Laugh With Her~~


We Are Too Free Now~~ Own Busy Own Only.... Its Not Good Actually !!!
What To Do ????
YES !!!! Nothing Can Do So......
Just Like This Case~~~ Same Sentence !!!! "Nothing Can Do So......"




♥I WISH AN ANGEL BY MY SIDE NOW♥




----[ 21/08/09 1257 ]----

50% And Free

The Meal I Ate Just Now At KimGary.... Wao~~ Wao~~~ Wao~~~~
I Order This Set Because Of We Had A 50% Voucher... Wakakakaka.....
It So Delicious But I Cant Finish Those For Sure !!! Hehe




Thx Cheh Spending Us For Sticker Photo....
Sure I Choose One As I Post Upstair.... I Like It♥




----[ 20/08/09 0933 ]----

Thx God

Thx God Today Evening Din Rain Heavy !!!
Really Thx God !!!


I Dun Hope To Saw Again The Terrible Sky Like This After The Rain~~~




"You" Ordi Rain Heavy In Every Evening... Please Dun Be Sad Anymore >.< Cheer Up♥
She Still L♥ve "You" So~~.......




----[ 19/08/09 0844 ]----

Early In Da Morning

Just Like What The Blog Title Type~~ I Wakeup early In The Morning For A Makeup Show... >.<


When We Arrived There... As What I Think... A Low Class Event But The Surprise Things Was.... Our Snips CEO Was There Too... This Event Was For A Powerful Man And Women Capture .


After Our Makeup... Start Our Crazy Inside The Makeup Room... Wao~~!!!










Act I Flu Few Days..... Ago !!! Hope To Get Well Sooonnnnn
Really Terrible To Pass A Day !!!! PLus Baby Moon Play Her Piano Make Me So Sleepy~~~ The Sound SOoo Smooth♥






----[ 19/08/09 0452 ]----

Tyng 誕生日

YES !!! She Was The Birthday Girl On 17/08 .
Feeling Cafe Had Some Surprise From Her Sister... Great Sound She Had^^


On The Spot Day~~~
"SOUL ed OUT" Was Our Station For Our Dinner^^
When We Are On The Way... I Admit~~ I Had A Sick And Tired Face.



There Was A nice Place... But I order A Cheap Meal And Expensive Price [ RM14+++ ]
Keuy Tiao Beef...



And Then After Our Dinner.... Sure All The Restaurant Was Our Sound... Too Noisy Girls~~~ Run Here And There Take Photo~ GOD !!!
TO Ah Wah... Steady Dude~ I Will Be Bc Here B4 Your Birthday... Dun Said Till I Wont Back Kl Anymore Darling....
Long Time Din Take Photo With Ya All♥ But Where Was Carolyn... I Forget It >.< So Sorry Darling~~~.......








The Last Entertaiment Was Damn It...!!! A Movie Name "Screen"... Ya~~ It Was A Ghost Movie >.<
I Hate To Get Shock By The Sound !!! From The Movie Start.... I Hope It End As Soon As Posible... I Really Hate It~~~ Cause I Scare !!!! Arghhhhh.....




----[ 18/08/09 0333 ]----

Can You Imagine ???

Can U Believe I Buy All This...???
Hahaha~~ I Am Chocolate Fans♥♥♥
I Am Loving It~~~



I Miss You So Much My Darling Nini♥
I Know It Was So Suddenly. Hahaha...




----[ 16/08/09 0949 ]----

One Of A Sunday In August

Yeah~~ Just Like What The Title Type !!!
It Just A Boring Sunday Again.... Now~ I am Alone In Living Room....


Ah Wah Went To Celebrate Pui Yee Birthday~~
Ah Cheh Working~~ Twing & Moon Sleeping~~ Tyng Din Back Home From Yesterday~~
Xia , Jo , Carolyn & May Went Out~~ So That Why I Am Alone At Here Now !!!


Mayb Is A Gud Time To Let Me Think My Things And Somethings.
Thinking Of.....
Why Every Evening Kl Will Raining Heavy ??
Why I Get Flu Heavy So Suddenly ??
Why I So Free Now ???
Why They Change... ???????
All Q Was Damn Stupid !!! Hahaha~~ I Know It.


Can Said Like That , Start From Friday... Till Now I Just Drama Drama And Drama. I Din Step Out My Home Because Of My Docomo Handphone!! Except Yesterday Nite Go Down Yamcha With Twing And Moon.
I Like To Chit Chat With You Two... Will Feel Sad That Twing Will Go Uk Soon....


From I 6yr old I Think... I Know Her Till Now We Are Roomate Before And Housemate Now.Cant Believe That You Will Leave Us Soon. Many Things No 1 Help Us Do It Like Order Gas... Order Thing From Internet... And Many Many~~ Hahaha... The Important Is... It Was Terrible Without You. Kfamily Will Lost You Soon Too... Act I Duno Still Have "kfamily" Not.I Know That We All Cant Do What We Said... ~Our Promise~ !! It Ok For All Because We Still Live Together♥


I Also Get It Nowaday , Some Change Many... I Duno What Happen With Them And I Know Promise From... Is Nothing Now. I Am Not Mad Here Just Damn It Dissapointed And Feel Heart Pain Only!! I realise I Cant Said Anythings On The case... Because I Am Not You All Somebody! But~ Please Think Of The Home Who Dun Do "The Case"...
They Are Suffer For It !! I Think You Know That What I Am Talking About~ Some Will So Suffer With The Smell At All... Please Close The Door When You "Enjoying"... And Living Room And Kitchen Was NOT A Good Place To Do The "Enjoying"...
I Get Some Complaine For That~~~ Although Inside Bedroom Also Will Smell It And Feel Suffer. So~~ I Don't Wana Said Many To Stop You All Cause I Know It Useless At All But Please Think Of Other Members In This House... Thanks A lot♥


Ok !!! Let Us Talk The Happy Things... After Pass 12am~~ Was Tyng Birthday... Hurray !!! Will Celebrate It At Feeling Cafe. Sound Like A Great Place♥ Yeah~ For Sure It Was. So Wait For Our Night Enjoying~~




----[ 16/08/09 0548 ]----

Wish~ Wish~ Wish~

Frist... I Need Wish Mr.Lo Mummy ♥お誕生日おめでとう♥
All Of Them Had Been Invited To His House~~
Hope The Surprise They Gave To Their Lovely Mummy Had Success !!!


Second... I Know After The Dinner, Sure All Will Went To Happening !!!
Please Dun Told Me Where You All Went To.......~~ It Terrible To Me >.< Arghh.......
I Already Cancle The Date With Them Because Of Lazy Go Out.
I Just Can Admit That Who Live In Kl Sure Will Use Many Many Money When You Went Out A Step From Your Home !!! That Real~~~




When I Open My Docomo Handphone...
I Always Will Feel Sweet With The Picture I Set To~~... Its Nice♥
Although I Get It From McMia Profile.... Act I Duno Her , But She Quite Pretty^^
I Am Enjoy With It As You Feel It... If You Can.
Plus My Little Goat Change His Nice Wearing To Hawaii Look~ I Think He Wanna Go Enjoy And Relax... Hahahahaha


Lastly~
Enjoy Your Saturday Night~
Stay Healthy And Happy......




----[ 15/08/09 0920 ]----

Do It

I Just End My October Exam For EzFlow Cert's Nails Style.... This Was 1 Of The Style~~ Acrylic French Nails !!!
I Hate This~~~ Arghhhh..... So Hard To Balance. But I Will Try My Best To Do It Well^^ Because.....
I ♥ Nails Art



----[ 15/08/09 0551 ]----

NEW NEW NEW

Yeah~ I End My Nails Last Night.... Till Midnight. Hmm~~ Act The Style Of Nails Was Not So Nice... I Admit It >.< Coz I Juz Need Fast And Fast And Fast !!!

Here !!! I Need To Said So Sorry To My Friends Who Msg Me But I Damn Late Reply Or Cant Call In~~~ Pls Contact Me With 017 Number. Thx^^ Coz Kl Digi Line Made My Hp Always Out Of Line... I Know~~ 1 Day In Future , The Docomo Phone Will Push Me In To Terrible !!! Although I Ordi Try The 1st Terrible Time >.<




----[ 14/08/09 1143 ]----

Bad

YES !!!! Just like What You Saw In The Pic~~ Me And Mei Tyng Do It !!! Can U Trust It ??? I Think NO.... Hahaha~~ As What You Think... Is Nevermind ^^ Cause This Was The True .

Its Happen At 12pm++.... The Sun Was Killing Us >.< No1 Come For Helpping... What The Fuck Guy Here.... Selfish !!! Useless !!!! Except The Last Minit Help Us That Guy... Thank Very Much^^ Although Just Asking For Help And Let Us Stand In Your Gate... And Thanks For Carolyn And May Helpping Too...

Because Need To Take Off The Tayar... My New Lascote Shoes Become Dirty... T_T I Am Damn Sad !!! But No Idea For It So... Its Ok^^

















At Last... Continue Our Own Job To Make It Back.... Oh God !!! I Hate The Sun !!! And Our Hands As Same As Workshop Guy Hands... Damn It Dark !!! Was A Wrong Choice To Wear Skirt >.< This Case Made Me Dark More And More And More....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





















----[ 11/08/09 1117 ]----

Mr.Lo Concept

YA !!!!
NOW I ADMIT WITH MR.LO CONCEPT !!!!

AND I HATE WHAT CHAI TOLD ME BEFORE I BACK KL !!!
I HATE IT BECOME TRUE !!!! MR.CHAI AH~~~~~~

CONGRATULATION TO YOU ALL....
YOU ALL KASTAM WANT TO RESIGN !!!!! SO CAN STEADY !!!!

DAMN DISSAPOINTED AND NONEED TO SAID MORE ACT....
JUST LET THEM DO IT !!!!



SUPPORT MR.LO CONCEPT~~



----[ 11/08/09 1052 ]----

KL

Finally I End My Stuff !!!
Damn Tired Now....

Said Good Bye To The Beautiful Sky When This Morning I Leave My Home Sweet Home~



I Miss It !!! T_T













The Digi Line At KL Damn Sux !!! The Way From Airport Till My Home... I Cant Count How Many Time I Change My Sim Card.....!!! So Glad To Meet Twing At Mamak~...

Busy Here And There For Whole Afternoon... Cant Believe That I Damn Many Things here.... Nails Magazine... Bla~ Bla~ Bla~

I Need Post It Back To My Hometown !! OMG OMG OMG.... I Hate Those Stuff... Hmm~ Let It Pass As Soon As Posible...!!!!

I Started Miss My Sweet Bedroom.... My Dearest Family.... My Sweet Heart Car.... My Hometown.... Of Cause And My Lovely Friends........ Haha~...I Know who Heard It Will Feel Happy... I Think~~ And Said Good Bye To Kastam !!! Hohoho

So Happy To Saw "Butter" Just Now... She Damn Cute^^ And Also My B-12-2 Members... Thanks For You All Although I Didn't Have Any Reason... Just Want To Said Thank You♥

Anyway... I Need To Said Sorry To The Guy Who Sit Beside Me Just Now In The Plane... He Was So Hungry I Know... But I Had Order Early The Nasi Lemak Combo When I Booking Ticket... I Ordi Ate As Fast As I Can~~~ Thanks For His Gentlement^^

Plus... I Am So Shame To Said That.... I Wrong Way To Wait My Luggage >.< Sign~.... How Come Will Like This ?? Unbelieveable !!! Ya... Really Unbelieveable !!! Cant Believe That.... I Am Too Stupid For "Way" !!!




----[ 10/08/09 0902 ]----

X灰色地带

滴滴哒哒~....
最近夜晚都在下雨。

怎么了吗？最近很伤心吗？
怎么夜晚的你都选择哭泣呢？
她依然爱着你的吧~...？！

今天的雨声不但没把我的心情弄得更糟。
反而慰问了我。
他说，我有性格。但我理解...这只是好听罢了。
我明白稀有绝种有人喜欢这种性格。

最近在阅读“乔见巴黎”。
我喜欢阅读，喜欢思考作者所写的种种...
书里记载满多于她个人看法....和巴黎的特景。
浪漫之都，我想一辈子也要抵达的一个国家。

书里述说让我有所体会。
虽然没能完整的列出但也纯粹大概带过重点和个人的心情.

有句话说，飞蛾扑火灰飞烟灭。
大家都取笑它的愚蠢，可有想之~它也许很幸福？！

它不需要得到所有的理解，或交待任何种种...
因为幸福是它的，它觉得值得！！！

活在不完美的世界里，仍然坚持活的完美不是每个人都能做得到。
但仍然相信爱的大家，
总是一次又一次的相信着爱....
相信着还能再爱....
相信着一颗一往情深的心，希望有一天能感动你深爱的人的心~~

亲爱的...
当你正想着“还能再爱吗？”的时候，


其实你已经去爱了！还能感觉到爱，就去爱吧~~


试着别抱怨你所拥有/失去的种种，
试着思考你身边最最重要和最最应该做的，也许那才是最好的结局。
不然你觉得人生会依着你的剧本顺利走下去？
别傻了孩子，如果没有高低起伏...那这出戏还有什么看头？
人生如戏嘛...




----[ 08/08/09 0121 ]----

You Cant Believe.... IT

JJ 林俊杰











'JJ' he is so so cute..i'm so happy,meet him here!












bb and jj


















You Cant Believe How Brave I Am Now... I On My Facebook... Click A Profile Who Name Bebe Lee... Click In Her Photo Album.... Then I Saw Those Pictures And What She Wrote That I Cant Accept It For Long Time Ago~... If Not The "Email" Case... I Can Smile Here Congratulation And Jealous Her.... But Now~ She Really Don't Know How Sad I Am !!!!! Don't Know It.... She Never Know !!!!!!!!!!



----[ 05/08/09 0218 ]----